So I’ve started dating someone new, and it’s truly one of those things where I really don’t know what will happen. He’s one of those random finds, so similar to someone I’ve been with in the past, but yet there’s something so different about this time around. There’s potential.
I think that I always knew my previous relationship could never move forward. It was always him holding us back; he wasn’t ready, and he didn’t know when he would be.
But with this new guy, there’s the potential to get really serious. Certainly not a guarantee of serious — we’re not even in what I would call a relationship yet, but there’s definitely potential. I don’t know who is more scared, he or I. There are some major concerns that I think we both have, but something seems to draw us together. He makes me feel butterflies again.
If this one can’t work out, I hope that we determine it early on. Butterflies are wonderful, but if they’re all coming out at once, there might be trouble looming not too far behind.